It Feels Like Home To Me
Aaron Check. I want you to know that the fact that you suggested to come and get me on your day off made me feel so incredibly special and loved. It made my week. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for just mentioning it, it honestly means so much. Mwah! Love you.
Now that I've talked to Check and Cuff and my girl Daneel, I am feeling so homesick for you all and wish that I could see you all this very minute. I miss you all so much and talking to you made it even more difficult to deal with! But, I know that the guys are in good hands and I know that Daneel is in good hands as well. Just don't have too much fun without me.
Today was thrilling, let me tell you. Woke up at 1:00, talked to Clayton (which I loved, don't get me wrong), ate some "breakfast" (it was 1:00pm), watched TV (which I haven't done in forever), ate some more...and more...and more...talked to Daneel which was awesome, ate some more...sat on my butt....talked on the computer...ate more, then finished the boring day with a wonderful chat with my dears in SASKatoon.
(If this blog isn't just the most exciting thing in the world, then I don't know what is. Thank you all for sticking with it thus far. I can't promise that it will get better).
Hey, sillies...stop worrying about my drunk driving comment in my last blog, p.s.
It was a total joke. I'm sorry for all of you who are worried about it, but I just said it because I might as well have been drunk when I did it because it's such a stupid thing to do. No worries. Drinking and driving do not fall onto my "To Do" list. Love you all for the concern though!
Oh! I decided something today. "Don't settle". I decided that quite often it is difficult to decide what defines the word "settle", and everyone needs to decide it for themselves. Well, today I decided what my interpretation of it is, and I'm ready to move on. I was comparing things in my head and all of a sudden, a looming thought (and comparison) that has been in my mind for some time, just stuck out, and I said to myself, "screw it". (Clay, Jay, Dinkle...you all should be proud. I hope you know what I'm referring to). Really, what's the point? I can't think of one anymore. Relationships work on different levels and you can't force a certain level into a relationship. I'm just kind of surprised that it's taken me this long to figure this one out. And so, onwards and upwards...and I hope that that isn't easier said than done, although I'm sure it is. But I'm going to try. Wish me luck.
There's a fine, fine line, between a lover and a friend...
("There's A Fine, Fine Line" from Avenue Q. Listen to it. I highly reccommend it).
Well, there's two sides of the spectrum on love in this blog tonight...the wonderful, unconditional love that's shared between friends, and the kind of love that needs to be refined. I hope that everyone reading this knows which category they fall into.
"Love..is a many splendid thing, love...lifts us up where we belong...all you need is love!".
...drinking a diet coke. 3rd one of the day.
just incase you were curious.
Now that I've talked to Check and Cuff and my girl Daneel, I am feeling so homesick for you all and wish that I could see you all this very minute. I miss you all so much and talking to you made it even more difficult to deal with! But, I know that the guys are in good hands and I know that Daneel is in good hands as well. Just don't have too much fun without me.
Today was thrilling, let me tell you. Woke up at 1:00, talked to Clayton (which I loved, don't get me wrong), ate some "breakfast" (it was 1:00pm), watched TV (which I haven't done in forever), ate some more...and more...and more...talked to Daneel which was awesome, ate some more...sat on my butt....talked on the computer...ate more, then finished the boring day with a wonderful chat with my dears in SASKatoon.
(If this blog isn't just the most exciting thing in the world, then I don't know what is. Thank you all for sticking with it thus far. I can't promise that it will get better).
Hey, sillies...stop worrying about my drunk driving comment in my last blog, p.s.
It was a total joke. I'm sorry for all of you who are worried about it, but I just said it because I might as well have been drunk when I did it because it's such a stupid thing to do. No worries. Drinking and driving do not fall onto my "To Do" list. Love you all for the concern though!
Oh! I decided something today. "Don't settle". I decided that quite often it is difficult to decide what defines the word "settle", and everyone needs to decide it for themselves. Well, today I decided what my interpretation of it is, and I'm ready to move on. I was comparing things in my head and all of a sudden, a looming thought (and comparison) that has been in my mind for some time, just stuck out, and I said to myself, "screw it". (Clay, Jay, Dinkle...you all should be proud. I hope you know what I'm referring to). Really, what's the point? I can't think of one anymore. Relationships work on different levels and you can't force a certain level into a relationship. I'm just kind of surprised that it's taken me this long to figure this one out. And so, onwards and upwards...and I hope that that isn't easier said than done, although I'm sure it is. But I'm going to try. Wish me luck.
There's a fine, fine line, between a lover and a friend...
("There's A Fine, Fine Line" from Avenue Q. Listen to it. I highly reccommend it).
Well, there's two sides of the spectrum on love in this blog tonight...the wonderful, unconditional love that's shared between friends, and the kind of love that needs to be refined. I hope that everyone reading this knows which category they fall into.
"Love..is a many splendid thing, love...lifts us up where we belong...all you need is love!".
...drinking a diet coke. 3rd one of the day.
just incase you were curious.
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