Look For The Bee
Random day. Don't knock 'em.
Maybe it was the combination of the 4 hours I had at home today inbetween school, the shopping, the hot tub, the piano piano piano and then the watching the webcam of my friend while he's talking to me through a microphone coming through over the speakers of my computer while talking to Daneel on the phone and then holding the mic up to the phone so that I could hear Daneel even though we were talking on MSN anyways *getting air* that made my day feel quite detatched. Nothing felt connected. Yes, life is a series of moments, but today's moments seemed to be very separated from each other. It's hard to believe that I did what I did all in one day today. And I didn't even do all that much.
Everyone at school had dreams about everyone last night. So odd but I love it. Mine was extremely odd....it consisted of us doing The Secret Garden on a stage built to look like a ship with 2 Barbies sitting front and centre in 80's clothing that I bought at the adult section of this huge department store and then Blake being the only one on stage but everyone's voice coming out of his mouth. Honestly...today was bound to be a detatched day.
There have been so many emotions flying around lately....friend's emotions, my emotions, everyone's emotions...and this is more-so than usual. I have been having really weird feelings myself lately and I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with them yet. Let's just say that just as my day was detatched today, I too am feeling that way...detatched from everything. For one thing, I need to be more focussed on school...I'm starting to slack and I can feel it and it's not a good feeling at all. But there's more to my detatched feeling than school. And I need to fix that...but I don't know how.
Anyways, one thing that I do know for sure is....
Hoja: Rock, Paper, Scissors.
A fantastic album made by my fantastic friends. Everyone should pick up a copy when it's released because I don't think that I'm allowed to burn a copy. Unless that rule was for Hoja members only...hmmm. Anyways, pick up a copy if you can because it's gorgeous.
That's all for this mediocre blog for now.
High ffffff---iiii-----ffiii-------ffffiiivvv----ffiivveeee--!
Maybe it was the combination of the 4 hours I had at home today inbetween school, the shopping, the hot tub, the piano piano piano and then the watching the webcam of my friend while he's talking to me through a microphone coming through over the speakers of my computer while talking to Daneel on the phone and then holding the mic up to the phone so that I could hear Daneel even though we were talking on MSN anyways *getting air* that made my day feel quite detatched. Nothing felt connected. Yes, life is a series of moments, but today's moments seemed to be very separated from each other. It's hard to believe that I did what I did all in one day today. And I didn't even do all that much.
Everyone at school had dreams about everyone last night. So odd but I love it. Mine was extremely odd....it consisted of us doing The Secret Garden on a stage built to look like a ship with 2 Barbies sitting front and centre in 80's clothing that I bought at the adult section of this huge department store and then Blake being the only one on stage but everyone's voice coming out of his mouth. Honestly...today was bound to be a detatched day.
There have been so many emotions flying around lately....friend's emotions, my emotions, everyone's emotions...and this is more-so than usual. I have been having really weird feelings myself lately and I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with them yet. Let's just say that just as my day was detatched today, I too am feeling that way...detatched from everything. For one thing, I need to be more focussed on school...I'm starting to slack and I can feel it and it's not a good feeling at all. But there's more to my detatched feeling than school. And I need to fix that...but I don't know how.
Anyways, one thing that I do know for sure is....
Hoja: Rock, Paper, Scissors.
A fantastic album made by my fantastic friends. Everyone should pick up a copy when it's released because I don't think that I'm allowed to burn a copy. Unless that rule was for Hoja members only...hmmm. Anyways, pick up a copy if you can because it's gorgeous.
That's all for this mediocre blog for now.
High ffffff---iiii-----ffiii-------ffffiiivvv----ffiivveeee--!
posted by Rae at 12:43 AM
3 Comments:
I Daneel promise to encourage more miami friendly food, and more homework time... with a little hot tub and heart shaped cookies on the side. xoxo
Well I dont know if I can promise a hot tub and heart shaped cookies but I can offer undying love and sarcastic wit (should you want). To fix the detatchment...maybe some glue? I know I know. It was lame...*akward silence* Remeber when I smacked him off the mountain?
Burn the Hoja CD and DIE!
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