Mission Statement

Procrastination. No more. Now that these two essays are out of the way and can be forgotten, I have decided to start anew....and stop letting myself give in to temptation, to gain some will-power and to focus on school more. Afterall, why am I going there if not to improve? I feel that in some aspects I've improved my performance skills since the beginning of the year...but that progression has simply stopped because I really haven't been focussing on the important tasks at hand. I am now going to work harder, even at aspects of the program that I don't feel I need to work at (THEORY) because by doing at least some of the homework, I know that I will feel better about the class and will have accomplished something. I really feel like I've hit a lull in my progression as an actor, and I want to keep working and pushing myself.
Addicting MSN.
Now, this will be most difficult and I don't expect it to be gone in one night or just vanish because I've said my newest mission statement. Instead, I will be slowly weaning (good word Rachel) my way off of staying up on here until all hours of the night. Self control. It'll be good for me. It'll be very difficult, but good for me.
It will be hard to not be in as much contact with some people (Cuffer...webcam...earlier...or call me) but there are always emails, and I love a good email from the people I love! So please, keep me included in conversations somehow, and don't ignore the "hard worker". It's not like I don't want to talk to any of you (Moses no...I'm a chatter-bug), I just need to start focussing more. Afterall, my dear boys will be coming here "soon" (not soon enough) and what better way to reward all of my new hard work than by hanging out with you all for as much time as possible? Also, Dinkle you and I talked about this...the more we work during the week, the more we actually DESERVE the lazy Sundays. (just like with the crap food. we need to save it).
I will still be on MSN, it's inevitable, but earlier conversations and will-power!! Very important.
I need to be kept sane and be stopped from missing you all terribly, which I already do now for quite a few of you, so I will for sure be online. I'll just make the most of the shorter time that I will be on.
Man. I sound grown up.
Alright mission statement. Don't fail me now.
"Day One...."