Shaken, Not Stirred...

I just....

I effin just....

I'm completely speechless. I'm slowly, slowly going through spurts of realization of what happened tonight. There was the jaw-dropped-astonished phase, the shaking phase, the first realization followed by a very teary hug phase, the disbelief again phase, the shaking of the head phase, the teary eyed phase (identical to cuff's over the webcam), the I-have-no-emotions-because-I'm-flabbergasted phase, the staring-at-cuffer-sitting-in-the-passenger-seat phase, more shaking of the head phase, the Boston-Pizza-sitting-beside-my-effin-cuffer phase, the hugs goodbye until TOMORROW phase, the air-kiss goodbye phase, the drive-home-"how-am-i-so-lucky?" phase, concluded by the sitting-at-the-computer-with-my-heart-so-full-it-could-burst phase. All of those phases had many MANY hugs within them, many glances, many smiles, many little affections that are priceless...I am utterly dumb-struck. I have no clue what to say. It hasn't completely hit me yet that I have had the ultimate best surprise of my life happen to me tonight. There have been daydreams of some such occurrance happening (I haven't told you this Cuff, but there have) and this was honestly a dream come true. Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right now.
This day will live forever.
So much love.
I can't.....
God....honestly......no words.


This was the most special night of my life.
Just in case you were curious.
....Platinum.....