Change, But Be Yourself Now
Alright second blog of the night.
My Clayton....
We had one goodbye today at the Olive Garden (where I couldn't eat because I was sick to my stomach over the looming time of 4:00pm which meant that our time was over) and that goodbye was very teary for me. My darling, you don't know how much I miss you when you're gone. It's pretty ridiculous to tell you the truth. Yeah there's school and people here that help me get over it, but I'm never fully over it. Lord I love you, my One.
Then we had yet another goodbye with an impromptu coffee outing. Short and sweet but it was completely worth it. And now maybe even another goodbye still to come...stupid plane. Who knows what will happen tomorrow but I hope that whatever does happen makes you happy. I think that it would be best if you could get on a plane because then you'd be on your way and it'd be closer to the time when I get to see you.
So I messed up. Clay and I had talked for a long time about me going to Toronto in February. And then I told my Dee that I would go to Saskatoon on spring break. I'm a geek and don't know when spring break is. Turns out, it's the same time as when I promised Clay that I would go to Toronto. I'm attempting to fix the problem, however, and not let either person down. Going to Saskatoon for a couple days and then flying from there to Toronto seems like the best idea at the moment. I'm so sorry, you two. I always double book myself...I'm so so terrible for that. I love you both so much and don't want to let either of you down. I'm sorry I messed up. (Daneel you looked really hurt today at the Olive Garden when I told you about it and Clay you didn't sound all that thrilled about me going to Toronto for 4 or 5 days. I'm so sorry you two. I love you both so much).
Cuffer, thank you so much for the evening drive. It was such a nice way to end the day. I love that we do nothing at all and still have a good time. Well, I know I have a good time and I really hope that you do too because I wouldn't want you to be bored. You drove 5 hours afterall. Please tell me when you want to do something, or when you don't want to do something. Just don't be bored. I don't want to bore you.
Clayton I love you so much and I'll see you soon...but not soon enough. You're always ALWAYS in my thoughts, my darling. You are my One and will be forever. I miss you already.
Daneel, you do not understand how happy I am that you're home...you just don't. I love you so much, my Turkey Dinner, and having you home makes everything easier.
Cuffer, I love you and I'll see you soon. Maybe we'll actually do something...
Jay Jay, I don't give enough shout outs to you I realized. I love you. M. Night Boom-shaka-laka.
I am the luckiest girl to have so much love in my life.
I love so many people and I always feel so much love in return.
You are all my Sweet Ones.
Just in case you were curious.
My Clayton....
We had one goodbye today at the Olive Garden (where I couldn't eat because I was sick to my stomach over the looming time of 4:00pm which meant that our time was over) and that goodbye was very teary for me. My darling, you don't know how much I miss you when you're gone. It's pretty ridiculous to tell you the truth. Yeah there's school and people here that help me get over it, but I'm never fully over it. Lord I love you, my One.
Then we had yet another goodbye with an impromptu coffee outing. Short and sweet but it was completely worth it. And now maybe even another goodbye still to come...stupid plane. Who knows what will happen tomorrow but I hope that whatever does happen makes you happy. I think that it would be best if you could get on a plane because then you'd be on your way and it'd be closer to the time when I get to see you.
So I messed up. Clay and I had talked for a long time about me going to Toronto in February. And then I told my Dee that I would go to Saskatoon on spring break. I'm a geek and don't know when spring break is. Turns out, it's the same time as when I promised Clay that I would go to Toronto. I'm attempting to fix the problem, however, and not let either person down. Going to Saskatoon for a couple days and then flying from there to Toronto seems like the best idea at the moment. I'm so sorry, you two. I always double book myself...I'm so so terrible for that. I love you both so much and don't want to let either of you down. I'm sorry I messed up. (Daneel you looked really hurt today at the Olive Garden when I told you about it and Clay you didn't sound all that thrilled about me going to Toronto for 4 or 5 days. I'm so sorry you two. I love you both so much).
Cuffer, thank you so much for the evening drive. It was such a nice way to end the day. I love that we do nothing at all and still have a good time. Well, I know I have a good time and I really hope that you do too because I wouldn't want you to be bored. You drove 5 hours afterall. Please tell me when you want to do something, or when you don't want to do something. Just don't be bored. I don't want to bore you.
Clayton I love you so much and I'll see you soon...but not soon enough. You're always ALWAYS in my thoughts, my darling. You are my One and will be forever. I miss you already.
Daneel, you do not understand how happy I am that you're home...you just don't. I love you so much, my Turkey Dinner, and having you home makes everything easier.
Cuffer, I love you and I'll see you soon. Maybe we'll actually do something...
Jay Jay, I don't give enough shout outs to you I realized. I love you. M. Night Boom-shaka-laka.
I am the luckiest girl to have so much love in my life.
I love so many people and I always feel so much love in return.
You are all my Sweet Ones.
Just in case you were curious.
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