Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Ged Oud Of 'eah!!! (a.k.a. get out of here)

Alright. Enough of people feeling sorry for me and worrying about me and for me feeling shitty. That's what I've decided anyways. I feel quite pathetic really, so I'm going to stop it. I'm not going to wait for this thing to pass anymore, I'm just going to get it the hell outta here. Duhh. I think once I get back into the swing of things this new semester, I'll be feeling better.
My late new year's resolution?
Keep in better contact with those that I love, including my family in Los Angeles whom I rarely talk to, my friends that are all so far away from me, and my friends that are right here in Edmonton, but whom I hardly ever get to see. I think that one way to bite this monster in the butt is to talk to everyone that I love and that I miss.
Also, more family time.
And also, making decisions for ME, not for anyone else's benefit. Friends come first, that never will change, but I gotta look out for me sometimes too. Yep. I think that should help too.
We'll see how that goes! I'm feeling much better and the randomness of shit has become few and far between.
Weird analogy? It's like I'm backwards giving birth. I started with the huge huge pain (having a human being come out of you...sorry sounds gross but hello biology), then it went to the spurts of pain (the major contractions before anything happens), and now it's backing off (the early early contractions where they could be days apart). Pretty soon it'll be the fake contractions that every expectant mother drags their husband out of bed for because they think they're having the baby. When that happens, I'll pick one of you lucky people out there to call and bug about my problems. Then they should be all gone. J/k about the calling. But it will be over soon.
Love to everyone.

Sorry this has dragged on for so long.
Thanks for helping me through this random crap.
We'll see how well I can kick its ass.

I have a banana peel, a water bottle, kleenex (clean, calm down), hanukkah pictures, a picture frame, my straightener, Moses (the camera - yep he's still around!), an ear training worksheet, Bottle Caps, 2 binders, my THAR schedule, my discman, deoderant, wrappers from my picture frame, wrappers from a NutriGrain, a pen, the pen's lid, a pony tail, nail poilsh, a bobby-pin, valentines, a thank you card, a tape, post-it notes, my speakers and my phone, a pencil sharperner, my cup full of pens, a note pad and a single bent-out-of-shape paperclip on my desk right now.
Just in case you were curious.

3 Comments:

Blogger CrazyNess said...

Hi... I'm Vanessa!! We totally need to meet, so this is me making contact! Yay!
I'm sorry you're feeling crappy... but you don't have to worry about me feeling sorry for you, because I have no idea what it's about! Also, I'm so NOT freaked out, because people are people and everyone's allowed to feel crappy. (8)If you're feeling crappy... you know you gotta find yourself a new home(8) (Dahli Lamas)
But anyway, you seem really fun and quirky (best kind of people!!) and I love your pictures!!

1:21 PM  
Blogger Leah Wilburn said...

Thursday!!

...(I don't even know what that means).

8:49 AM  
Blogger Jay said...

You are so random. and I totally believe that there is that much stuff on your desk! Love ya.

10:50 PM  

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