Holding To The Ground

Isn't crazy how life can just take off in a million directions at once? Isn't it also crazy how you may never be truly comfortable in a situation? That's part of life and part of growing, I'm sure, but there are some situations in which I still find myself to be uncomfortable, no matter how well I know or trust the people; I've always been shy, and that shyness still peeks through now and again. What is it that makes people feel able to go and talk to complete strangers in one situation, but be totally shy around them in another? Or still, what is it that makes a person totally comfortable around their friends and peers and be joking around one moment, but then be completely quiet and go to the back of the room in another? Is it because you think you're better than certain strangers and therefore have the upper hand when you go to talk to them? Is it because you still feel judged by your closest friends? But is that because your friends make you feel judged, or do you make yourself feel judged by them? The subconcious is a weird thing. You are able to make yourself feel one way in a situation when it may be the complete opposite of how everyone else is feeling - you may feel left out, even when you are getting a lot of attention, for example. Who knows. We are all able to control our moods and we are all able to control ourselves in situations, even though we sometimes feel out of control. But it's all in our hands.

I use this spray gel called Alterna when my hair is curly.
There's Waterlily extract in it.
How random is that?
What would you take from a waterlily?
MSN hates me.
Just in case you were curious.