True To Your Heart

A lot of things have come into perspective for me lately. Some of them are because I have had chats with people, and some of them are because I haven't. Some things I've just realized for myself, lately - having to do with friends, with school, with life in general. I've made some decisions and I know that some of the decisions I have made will be hard to stick by because sticking up for myself has never been one of my strong points. However, on the other hand, things that I knew I knew before, things that have always been in the back of my mind have been creeping forward lately and it's a great feeling. Well, for the positive realizations it's a good feeling [obviously], but there have been some negative ones as well. Guess what feeling those give me? BAD FEELING! Well done. I hope you've been able to keep up thus far.
It's odd because, looking at it kind of critically, I have made some life decisions in the past couple of days. They may not come into realization now as 'life decisions', but over time, they will pan out...I hope. Because if not, I think I might be kind of lost. Actually, I know I will be. The good thing is that I based one particular life decision around a rock solid base that I know will never faulter. It's hard to explain and I don't really feel like doing it. So don't ask. Just nod your little head and accept my ramblings.

Be true to your heart.
Just in case you were curious.