'Tis A Gift To Be Simple...

"Simple" is a word that I haven't used, nor felt in a while now. School and rehearsals have a lot to do with that, just as does my social life. I miss the days when things were simple, or more simple, I suppose. Let's face it, things at school, whether it be at GMac or at Vic have never been completely simple - always deadlines, performances, rehearsals, travelling, friendships, rivalries, the whole thing about how none of my groups of friends have ever got along with each other [that has always plagued me it seems]. It's so hard to be really good friends with one person and then have all of your "group" of friends not care for that same person. It's usually easy enough to ignore and attempt to push though, but othertimes, it's unbearable - especially when you are in close quarters with all of your groups of friends at the same time. In the past little while, my eyes have truly opened up to situations around me - and it wasn't that I was trying to ignore the situations in the first place, just that, in my eyes, things had calmed down. I understand the reasoning, but I hate it. It's unfair to everyone involved. It seems that a lot of my blogs have been about this lately, but it's because I cannot escape it and it's starting to run me down. I had been so happy for a while, even my voice teacher noticed...but now, too many things are plaguing on my mind...if I waive, you shall profit.


I have highlighter on my boobs.
Yeah, Grovener...so fun.
Next time, I'm driving.
Just in case you were curious.