Heartbreaker

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. It's strange how awake I am; I've had a massive day, filled with excitement and laughing, which usually tires a person out. Not me, though...I live on it. I have to laugh and today, for some reason, I was especially in a laughing mood. It's a very good sign when you can't wait to get to work [I actually DO work...sheesh] because you're excited to see the people there and to end your day on a high note. Sometimes high notes get better though...work is always a great way to end the day [I'm talking Starbucks, not Kelsey's], but once in a while, there's a higher note to end your night with. I don't know if it's worse to see and hear what you can't have, or whether it's better to leave it. That's a lie...it's always better to connect. But, is it better to only seldomly connect, or to do it all the time? One would think that constant connection is the best...but it hurts more. The more you hear it, the more you see it, the more you realize you can't attain it; that it's far away in both time and in place. But the less you connect, the less you hear, the more scared and skeptical you get. Well, the more scared and skeptical I get, I should say. I've never believed that I am as lucky as I am; I have a hard time believing my good fortune. But I should stop second guessing, hey? I've been told, so I should listen. 10 more days of rain? Here's hopin.

Next time you go through a yellow light,
rub the back of your hand on the roof of the car 3 times.
It's good luck and I do it all the time.
It's just one more way to connect.
Just in case you were curious.