Somebody's Arms
Know what's fun? Getting back to being "girly". Girls know what I'm talking about and guys, you probably do too. I'm not going to lie or try to hide it...this blog entry might be kind of girly...so if you can't handle it, suck it up and read it anyways because I haven't blogged in a while and you took the time to come to my page. :)
How much fun are crushes? VERY much fun. Wonderful sentence, hey? Anyways, it's nuts how little things can brighten your day SO much, and also strange how little things can put a damper on your day; I have always been one to over-analyze and over react, so when little things don't go my way, I tend to think WAY too much about them. Again, the girly side of me. No matter how hard I try to say "I hate girls" or "Girls are stupid"....which we are...I still am one and I can't hide my stupid annoying girly features all of the time...just most of the time. Long babbling story short? I have a crush. Quite a big crush. And when that happens, I do stupid things in order to see the person, or have the person see me, or be stupid and girly and pretend like I don't notice them...does anyone else do that? C'mon, you must. I know you do in your own little way. Crush. Fantastically fun. I'm extremely happy and I have always been one to LOVE the chase, so here I go! :)
On a completely different topic, I am very torn between staying full time at Starbucks (I got my GREEN OFFICIAL STARBUCKS CARD TODAY!) and working at the gym that I also got a job at. The pay at the gym for the first 3 months is about the same...then it goes up quite a bit. But I love Starbucks so much that I don't want to waste time at another job that I'm really not enjoying. I also don't want to work 13 hour days...which I will be (at least 13 hours) for the next couple of weeks. I have to see how it goes I think. The money would be great though. I have no clue what to do...wait it out I guess. I have talked to partners and to my rainbow connection, but I still don't know what to do. I'm very tired...I know that much at least.
CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH. Seriously, just so excited to start everything going...and I'm not going to be so stupid and play hard to get and then lose the person like I have done in the past - I sometimes love the chase too much and then never commit - but I'd like to try the other side to this one. I kind of think he feels the same way. SO excited.
(sorry boys, deal with my rant)
Hindsight is 20/20.
Just in case you were curious.
How much fun are crushes? VERY much fun. Wonderful sentence, hey? Anyways, it's nuts how little things can brighten your day SO much, and also strange how little things can put a damper on your day; I have always been one to over-analyze and over react, so when little things don't go my way, I tend to think WAY too much about them. Again, the girly side of me. No matter how hard I try to say "I hate girls" or "Girls are stupid"....which we are...I still am one and I can't hide my stupid annoying girly features all of the time...just most of the time. Long babbling story short? I have a crush. Quite a big crush. And when that happens, I do stupid things in order to see the person, or have the person see me, or be stupid and girly and pretend like I don't notice them...does anyone else do that? C'mon, you must. I know you do in your own little way. Crush. Fantastically fun. I'm extremely happy and I have always been one to LOVE the chase, so here I go! :)
On a completely different topic, I am very torn between staying full time at Starbucks (I got my GREEN OFFICIAL STARBUCKS CARD TODAY!) and working at the gym that I also got a job at. The pay at the gym for the first 3 months is about the same...then it goes up quite a bit. But I love Starbucks so much that I don't want to waste time at another job that I'm really not enjoying. I also don't want to work 13 hour days...which I will be (at least 13 hours) for the next couple of weeks. I have to see how it goes I think. The money would be great though. I have no clue what to do...wait it out I guess. I have talked to partners and to my rainbow connection, but I still don't know what to do. I'm very tired...I know that much at least.
CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH. Seriously, just so excited to start everything going...and I'm not going to be so stupid and play hard to get and then lose the person like I have done in the past - I sometimes love the chase too much and then never commit - but I'd like to try the other side to this one. I kind of think he feels the same way. SO excited.
(sorry boys, deal with my rant)
Hindsight is 20/20.
Just in case you were curious.
posted by Rae at 8:57 PM
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